CONNECTION

ONE LEAF

She leaves.

I'll live.

ENE BIGARREN HIZKUNTZA

no sé decir
seducir
sédecir

enjoy
en joy
ahí mismo.

ALWAYS

(eta anaion hirugarren hizkuntza)

You see her
in a heart bit
you remember
and moved
you go.
And you find her again
on the seventh floor,
but you don’t pay
attention to the numbers anymore
coz you know

now you know
that you see
only
what you want to see.
That’s the key.

And you ask her name
it was kind of strange
and you don’t want to say it wrong
coz names are important.
Although we pretend they are not.
She writes it down

and it means something
and she keeps the pen
but she does not write more letters
but she writes some numbers.

And you send her a message
and you set up a date
two hours…
a one night thing
so don’t reveal all the awful things
about yourselves.

It is short to know
and you talk
and you laugh
and you listen
and all that.

And you go out
and she brakes the spell
and she goes away
and you don’t sleep
and you don’t seem to be able to eat
and you go back to work
and all that.

And you call a friend
and you talk
so many broken fairy tales
so many stitches
so many lies
all those fucking bitches.
And you smile.

And then you go out
to the bus stop
the same one you’ve going
for the last twenty or so months…
and yes.
She is there.

You knew it.
And now she knows as well,
serendipity does not exist
coincidence is for cowards
causality is all.
And that’ll be your way.
Always. All ways.

BOSTGARREN HIZKUNTZA

tu me connais…
mélancolie parfaite
nostalgie de bar au copains
envie de se sentir utile
peur de la peur de la peur
séduire, séduire et séduire
ou déduire
ou réduire…
te dire.

BOSTAK, ETA BESTEAK, GURE